Stress

TOPDon't read books. They only scare you. But do do an infant CPR class and an infant beginner/basic class. It teaches you how to bathe them safely and stuff like that.

TOPLiterally the most prepared and calm person I’ve ever seen (but seriously, good luck the pair of you!! 💙)

TOPCrying is actually good for your health :) :p let it out, it's way better than to hold it in! You're doing great ;)