Do I Deserve This? follows a young man shackled by the ghosts of his teenage years, specifically a tragic accident he caused that left his friend paralyzed. Consumed by this relentless guilt, he becomes blind to the present, unknowingly poisoning his relationship with his brother and ruining his life in the process. When he finally opens his eyes to the total destruction he has caused, both in the past and the present, he decides that the only way to atone is to end his own life.