What you can do if you were cursed? Well, to be exactly, What would do if you had the curse of seeing all the persons that you ever loved going direcly to their doom without you can do anything? If words that you don´t wanted to say just get out of your mouth like poisonous spiders out of your understanding? You would cry? You would spit blue roses? Or you wouldn´t forgive yourself? To avoid missunderstandings for now I´m just saying that I am a very bad omen.