Upsetting you...( message to my dad)

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dear dad if your reading this i am sorry i am not the best daughter i know you love my but sometime i dont feel the love .like i dont deserve it i know my siblings are doing much better then me and i am really just wasting time and being lazy like usaul . asked for something i recieve and you never doubted me . like the time i told you i wanted to start violen.