I'm never enough

I wake up wondering if your okay

I should have told you how it hurts

I should have told you how I feel

I feel like I'm going backwards

I loved you but you loved her and god didn't everyone

I wish I was out there like other people

Sometimes I don't want to die

It's not your fault I'm like this

I'm still trying to figure it out

I'm sorry I can't love you the way you want

You where always there but not for me

Where you ever the slightest bit proud of me?

I'm sorry i wasn't what you wanted

I'm sorry i don't have my life together

God I wish this was poetic

It was supposed to be artistic but now its this...

As if perfect is achievable

No-one has to be one dimentional

Why can't i just shut my god damn mouth

I want to stop

I'm just being selfish

I don't like change

I don't want to move

Life sucks

I want to feel that again

I want to tear it out and give you everything you need

I should have said more to make you believe

A walking contradiction

Don't forget never remember

I never meant what I said

I'm nothing but a warning sign

Sometimes all i can think of is you

I want the fall without the landing

I just want to wake up from this glaring dream

I'll get better tape

I'll hold myself together

I can be better (I swear)

I just need some time to think

Will I ever be.

I'm not enough

God I'm making such a scene

It's me

Somethings wrong

How do i feel that.

Who are you?