"What's wrong with me? Why can't i reach my full potential? No matter how many i try, i know i'll always behind them. I'm not over-achiever, i'm fine if i'm not the number one. I won't die just because some people are better than me at certain things. I just feel that... i'm not strong enough. What is this? What am i feeling, actually?" Jingga, in her early 20s, discover things that she wished she know much earlier. It takes many mental journey to find the answers she looked for.