You are Deserving. Deserved. "Didi" to kinder people. You are a monster who has done terrible things in the past, this is what people say about you and this is what you believe, even if you don't understand it. It doesn't matter if you understand, because it's true. You are not innocent, you are not even a person. You deserve whatever happens to you. You deserve this.

It/Its - I’m in my 20s